Dear Diary,
it's one of those nights
Heart's on mute,
but my mind still fights
Easier to shut it down,
close the door
Numb feels safer
than feeling sore
But there's a whisper in the quiet
Says it's okay to not be silent
I just need someone to lean on
Someone to see me when I'm gone
To feel a hug like morning light
To feel seen,
to feel alright
It doesn't fix the pain inside
But it softens how I breathe tonight
And slowly…
It gets easier to feel again
Sometimes I fake a smile, let it fade
Keep my heart locked behind the shade
But then you sit with me in the dark
No words, just warmth, and that's the spark
And I remember how it felt
Before I taught myself to melt
I just need someone to lean on
Someone to see me when I'm gone
To feel a hug like morning light
To feel seen, to feel alright
It doesn't fix the pain inside
But it softens how I breathe tonight
And slowly…
It gets easier to feel again
It all becomes easy
Not all at once, but then it's breezy
Like laughing through the hurt somehow
Like feeling safe just being now
I just needed someone to lean on
Now I'm not scared of feeling wrong
A smile breaking through the pain
A little light in all this rain
Didn't fix the world outside
But now I hold the sun inside
And slowly…
I feel okay to feel again
Dear Diary…
I'm learning how to feel again